Every morning when i wake up,the first thing that i wish for is a good day aheadl. It's an usual thing that everybody wishes for.Unfortunately there would be certain moments that make me yell "sh*t..why the hell it happens to me all the time?". But then i convience myself with the same old quote-"this s not my day"..on the contrary, there are things that made shout like i am the most happiest man. I cannot expect to have a good day all the time and also, i shouldn't get worked up over a bad day.. i know this is what life is all about. The two phases of life, the happiest part and the saddest..
But yesterday was completely different. The reason is the time that i spent with the best person in my life. I come across lot of people everyday, But a very few leaves a long lasting impression. He is one such man. I hardly find people who sit and talk to me about life, since life in the small world has become a race, where everybody runs for themselves. Yesterday i had one such chance of listening to his talk. He made me realise few things like, where do i stand now? what have i done so far in my past four years? where did all my talents, passion, curiosity go? All i did in my four years of college life was simply coming to college, listen to class at rare occasion or else chat with my pals, roam around the campus with friends, useless talks, stupid hang outs.. and by the way maintaining a decent academic background..
Are those the only things that i am capable of? i know it myself, that i am capable of doing much more. But all his questions were streaming towards a particular point of discussion, that is, why didn't you do something beyond academics? All i could tell him was, "i don't know"..
I couldn't come out of that question even after reaching home. I started asking the same to myself..why didn't i take part in sports?? my instant reply was, "not interested", yes i am not good at sports. Even during my school days, i have never been interested in sports. I would be one among the 30 ppl running behind the football mindlessly.Though my close friends in school excelled sports,i haven't. One of them represented our district in athletic meet, he was a very gud basketball player too. The other one was a very gud football player and a excellent runner. I was the only one in my team who didnt even enter the track during sports meet. The only reason was my lack of interest. I knew that sports was not my place since then. So sports is not even a option anymore..
How about cultural events.?yes i tried it, I am interested in music. But interest is just not enough, I need to prepare myself, make up myself . if that is true, did i make any attempt? No, i haven't made any attempt so far to achieve excellence in my area of interest. So, what's next? All i can tell myself is that, it is still possible for me to turn my life around. I can and I will..
At the end of the day i wondered, if it was one of those bad days. Earlier i had felt bad about my past. But then, i realized that it was just the beginning of my life actually. He opened my eyes and made me realise where i stood. So i figurred it is the time for me to decide what i am going to do with my life., I don't want to be a book worm till end. I want to take myself to the next level of excellence. Looking back i would always remember this day as the day that changed the way i look at life. And that makes it clear,it was the best day in my life..
But yesterday was completely different. The reason is the time that i spent with the best person in my life. I come across lot of people everyday, But a very few leaves a long lasting impression. He is one such man. I hardly find people who sit and talk to me about life, since life in the small world has become a race, where everybody runs for themselves. Yesterday i had one such chance of listening to his talk. He made me realise few things like, where do i stand now? what have i done so far in my past four years? where did all my talents, passion, curiosity go? All i did in my four years of college life was simply coming to college, listen to class at rare occasion or else chat with my pals, roam around the campus with friends, useless talks, stupid hang outs.. and by the way maintaining a decent academic background..
Are those the only things that i am capable of? i know it myself, that i am capable of doing much more. But all his questions were streaming towards a particular point of discussion, that is, why didn't you do something beyond academics? All i could tell him was, "i don't know"..
I couldn't come out of that question even after reaching home. I started asking the same to myself..why didn't i take part in sports?? my instant reply was, "not interested", yes i am not good at sports. Even during my school days, i have never been interested in sports. I would be one among the 30 ppl running behind the football mindlessly.Though my close friends in school excelled sports,i haven't. One of them represented our district in athletic meet, he was a very gud basketball player too. The other one was a very gud football player and a excellent runner. I was the only one in my team who didnt even enter the track during sports meet. The only reason was my lack of interest. I knew that sports was not my place since then. So sports is not even a option anymore..How about cultural events.?yes i tried it, I am interested in music. But interest is just not enough, I need to prepare myself, make up myself . if that is true, did i make any attempt? No, i haven't made any attempt so far to achieve excellence in my area of interest. So, what's next? All i can tell myself is that, it is still possible for me to turn my life around. I can and I will..
At the end of the day i wondered, if it was one of those bad days. Earlier i had felt bad about my past. But then, i realized that it was just the beginning of my life actually. He opened my eyes and made me realise where i stood. So i figurred it is the time for me to decide what i am going to do with my life., I don't want to be a book worm till end. I want to take myself to the next level of excellence. Looking back i would always remember this day as the day that changed the way i look at life. And that makes it clear,it was the best day in my life..
